Revival that starts in me
I was asking for the wrong thing, expecting the right thing... change my circumstances, Lord, so I can be a better person, worship You with more of my life, be a better wife, a better mother.... I am not enough because my circumstances are not enough was my cry.... If you want an awakening, a revival among your people, in your situation, you must first ask yourself if you have wept over your people and their situation; for the other's pain, more than your own. As long as I see everyone else as the cause of my pain, instead of praying for God's healing over the pain they're in, I am wearing blinders instead of seeing through the eyes of God. They are all God's children, whether they're my own, the parent's of my own, or whoever I choose to turn eyes of frustration upon rather than eyes of compassion. Where did my cry for more actually come from? Where did the "I don't have enough, I am not enough" idea begin? Satan whispered, "Did He reall...